Monday, July 25, 2005


After being without it most of the day yesterday I realized just how important it is. I dodn't mind getting dirty, but when I'm done I like to wash my hands and feel clean again. I didnt get that eysterday. I even felt gross after going in the pool to clean off all the sweat. I'm seriously considering creating a layout about how great electricity is. Add that to my huge pile of layouts I want to make and I'll get around to that maybe by 2010.

How do you find your niche? I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing, walking around aimlessly trying to figure it out. Trying ot meet people, just tyring to live. Living is harder than it looks, truely living.

I know eventually I'll figure it out but I want it now! I want to be known by being me and not by being a mother or a wife. I want to be able to stand on my own and then add the family. I don't want to get lost and I right now I am.

1 comment:

Jennifer Lynn said...

Its hard to find your place... but one day you will wake up and you will be there and you WILL know it. Trust me... it does eventually happen!